the insomnia doesn't really change

soo all of a sudden i get this burst of inspiration to go ahead and try learning the guitar on acoustic..and using online tutorials is quite..well lets just say interesting and messy..it definitely requires patience..which i think i have..i can't wait to actually play a song but even though i'd love to have one down by tomorrow..the chances are almost non-existent..but not impossible..aha who am i kidding..but im really excited to even be excited to want to learn..the passion is there..cuz the guitar is the last thing i thought i could ever be able to hold much less play ba ba black sheep on..i've also just finished up practicing some beginning excercises and i can feel the calluses build up on a finger or two already..i've got a printed sheet of tabs i can't yet decipher but i wana play it pretty soon..and maybe even squeak my lil voice out along to it in my room all by myself where i can keep any of it from grossing out others..my voice is so terrible..or is it..?